querer-te

I Want You, Elvis Costello & Fiona Apple

Há músicas que têm a história de uma vida toda dentro delas. Ou pelo menos o que mais importa do que a vida nos dá e nos tira. Do que aprendemos a querer... e querer outra vez.
Quando ouvi esta música foi como conhecer alguém pela primeira vez e sentir que já passámos juntos uma eternidade. Como nós. Foi saber que já a amava mesmo antes de a saber. Como tu.
Sobre o amor e a simplicidade poderosa que ele(a) encerra. Diz o que grita por detrás deste querer-te... e te querer outra vez.

quero-te porque não sei o que é não querer o que me faz feliz. quero-te porque me metes medo mas a verdade não pode fazer-me assim tão mal. sim assusta porque querer assim não pode fazer bem. quero-te e não sei por onde começar. não tenho vergonha de dizer que chorei por ti. quero-te e não quero dizer que não quero o amanhã, ou depois ou que ontem já te queria. QUERO-TE e por isso mesmo escrevo vezes sem conta que tenho medo de sentir que te quero desta maneira. quero-te todas noites que vou para a cama. repito até que percebas que te quero mesmo. quero-te. . . . .
daqui

aqui fica... por valer a pena.

Oh my baby baby I love you more than I can tell
I don't think I can live without you
And I know that I never will
Oh my baby baby I want you so it scares me to death
I can't say anymore than "I love you"
Everything else is a waste of breath
I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more
I want you
Your fingernails go dragging down the wall
Be careful darling you might fall
I want you
I woke up and one of us was crying
I want you
You said "Young man I do believe you're dying"
I want you
If you need a second opinion as you seem to do these days
I want you
You can look in my eyes and you can count the ways
I want you
Did you mean to tell me but seem to forget
I want you
Since when were you so generous and inarticulate
I want you
It's the stupid details that my heart is breaking for
It's the way your shoulders shake and what they're shaking for
I want you
It's knowing that he knows you now after only guessing
It's the thought of him undressing you or you undressing
I want you
He tossed some tatty compliment your way
I want you
And you were fool enough to love it when he said
"I want you"
I want you
The truth can't hurt you it's just like the dark
It scares you witless
But in time you see things clear and stark
I want you
Go on and hurt me then we'll let it drop
I want you
I'm afraid I won't know where to stop
I want you
I'm not ashamed to say I cried for you
I want you
I want to know the things you did that we do too
I want you
I want to hear he pleases you more than I do
I want you
I might as well be useless for all it means to you
I want you
Did you call his name out as he held you down
I want you
Oh no my darling not with that clown
I want you
I want you
You've had your fun you don't get well no more
I want you
No-one who wants you could want you more
I want you
I want you
I want you
Every night when I go off to bed and when I wake up
I want you
I'm going to say it once again 'til I instill it
I know I'm going to feel this way until you kill it
I want you
I want you
I want you